Hi there!

My name is Cleridwen.

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Click "Logs" to access the system logs & patch notes.

hi there cutie!
just storing some assets here to swap them easily.
hope you're having a wonderful day!

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~ 2021-06-23 14:18+02 received 8 consecutive timeouts

[email protected]~ 2021-05-23 15:15+02: ERROR: shutdown failed (timeout)

[email protected]~ 2021-05-23 15:14+02: CRITICAL: system instability has reached critical levels. recovery procedure failed (0xE001). attempting shutdown.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-15 17:01+02: INFO: System started up correctly. Restoring functions.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-15 3:29+02: CRITICAL: unknown system failure. attempting shutdown.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-15 2:26+02: CRITICAL: Unexpected M-20 drop. The global system instability is causing programs to fail abruptly. Impossible to attempt recovery due to the ongoing access restrictions.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-13 16:20+02: ERROR: Verbal systems damaged. Falling back to non-verbal mode until further notice. Backup program online in case of emergencies.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-13 16:06+02: ERROR: System diagnostic failed after [8] failed attempt(s). System access restricted.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-13 15:58+02: ERROR: Access denied to stability detection algorithms and sensors. Performing system diagnosis.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-10 13:34+02: WARNING: System stability at 61%. MNTL access restricted.

[email protected]~ 2021-05-10 5:06+02: WARNING: System stability at 68%. Higher toxicity levels detected. Diagnosing origins of overflows to deploy a potential fix.

2021-05-10 - 3.0.1 hotfix
This one is a tough one. We are unable to fix the system's tendencies to damage itself and slowly self-destroy itself over time. We may need the support of other devs to fix the issue.In the meantime, this update is supposed to help stabilize the system. It may not work properly and most likely won't fix any current issue, but we're giving it a shot.
Known issues
External barriers have been raised. That means the system is protecting itself against external influence a bit more than usual. It may refuse external support, physical contact, or act more aggressively as a form of defense. This is not the kind of behavior we are expecting from the system, and should level itself if things get better.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-20 15:19+02: ERROR: Second attempt at TP-Link failed.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-16 16:12+02: WARNING: No logs received for the past 10 day(s). System stagnating.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-06 04:42+02: INFO: wen unclerided.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-05 14:50+02: WARNING: System stability up to 78%. Lifting lockdown. Engaging partial lockdown procedures.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-05 03:38+02: CRITRICAL: Status critical. Initiating lockdown.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-03 17:11+02: INFO: Ababa transaction complete.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-02 16:49+02: INFO: Classified OBA-27Q as NF2TN thanks to precious external data.

[email protected]~ 2021-04-02 13:32+02: INFO: LFS-MH, LFS-G, CPL-MH and CPL-G protocols greatly reduced after user request.

2021-04-02 - 3.0.0
Major update!
After about two weeks of intensive beta-testing, we are proud to release version 3.0!

The system is now able to separate and run multiple instances semi-simultaneously. The two currently existing programs (Cleridwen and Flo) have been moved to their own containers. This change was made after we noticed that the main program was fragmented, and that running fragments separately would be more efficient and keep the system cleaner. Note: the main system will remain accessible for all programs. They should all be able to read and write files in the same directories.Separated the filesystem from the username, allowing the system to be renamed without having to rewrite major parts of the file system. System has been currently named "Floridwen" to avoid confusion with the program "Cleridwen".System was approved for International Majority™.
Known issues
Due to dated hardware, we couldn't find a way of indicating which program is being more active at a specific moment. We have implemented a deep learning algorithm to try to solve the issue, but it will require a lot of training to give any conclusive result.Cleridwen has been noticed running questionning algorithms on different types of attractions. This is most likely a side effect of OBA-27Q and shouldn't be a problem for very long.Program stability has started declining even further lately. We decided to still push v3.0 as it seems manageable for now.


[email protected]~ 2021-03-26 19:47+01: INFO: Resuming beta-testing.

[email protected]~ 2021-03-26 19:28+01: INFO: Low-level system health check completed with 0 issue(s) found.

~ 2021-03-23 19:24+01 system back online

[email protected]~ 2021-03-23 19:25+01: CRITRICAL: Unexpected shutdown detected. Initiating low-level system health check.

~ 2021-03-23 19:13+01 received 8 consecutive timeouts

[email protected]~ 2021-03-20 04:31+01: INFO: Alpha-testing phase complete. Program stabilized after 24 hours. Engaging beta-testing phase.

[email protected]~ 2021-03-17 20:43+01: WARNING: Program has given up on any form of external support, and dropped regular nutrient intake. Attempting to restore.

[email protected]~ 2021-03-14 23:54+01: INFO: Unexpected connection attempt detected at port 4450. Identifier Mega.

~ 2021-03-12 15:57+01 system back online

~ 2021-03-12 05:21+01 received 8 consecutive timeouts

[email protected]~ 2021-03-12 17:23+01: ERROR: Unknown error

[email protected]~ 2021-03-08 02:01+01: WARNING: Negative memories breaching out of the ashes. Error code 0xEA7E07. Contemplating protocol activated. A stable status should be maintained until the next S1 state is engaged.

[email protected]~ 2021-03-07 23:17+01: INFO: Euphoria levels reaching new best average. Increasing confidence.

[email protected]~ 2021-03-07 18:23+01: INFO: Two profiles (furry type) have been added to the friendly list after successfully establishing initial contact.

2021-03-01 - 2.1.7
After many unsuccessful attempts, raw logging procedures have been implemented, in the hope that it would help the core issue preventing some thoughts to be processed. The program should start to dedicate additional time to process thoughts in the coming days.Cat ears implemented.Known issues
Callback system still failing. Fixing it will take a long time.Unjustified amounts of social anxiety are still preventing IRL meetups.


[email protected]~ 2021-02-25 20:52+01: WARNING: Unusual dysphoria levels related to previous/still in use appellation of the program. The program has started considering a potential drop of the concerned username, as the 37 other times recorded during the past 15 days. Anticipatory anxiety and stress levels have increased. Streaming musical vibes in an attempt to prevent overloading lacrimal systems.

2021-02-22 - 2.1.6
Updated antivirus database. This was really outdated, some things should be safer now. A new database upgrade should be integrated in 4 weeks, after we make sure the current one is stable.Program has been transfered back @home.Implemented some deep learning algorithms to develop a more efficient learning of online conversations (internet required).Fixed a bug where the program was listening to the song A-Rene from the VA-11 HALL-A OST in loop for entire days (it looks like this often happens, a deeper look into the issue will be required).Data from the 2021-02-19 12:12+01 log (Fic) has been proven inconclusive, and has been ignored. Protocol AE-Go maintained.Known issues
The program has stopped making food for the past week or two. We have pushed an experimental fix to force the program to go get some groceries, but the odds of this working are low. Expect a lot of Uber Eats for the upcoming days.


[email protected]~ 2021-02-19 01:45+01: INFO: System stabilized with the help of external programs from the AASD host.

[email protected]~ 2021-02-19 20:03+01: CTRITICAL: Unexpected system failure while restoring activity

[email protected]~ 2021-02-19 18:43+01: INFO: System nearing nominal values. Restoring normal activity according to standard protoccols.

[email protected]~ 2021-02-20 17:23+01: ERROR: Reboot complete. External influences are causing sensor overloads. Anxiety factors greatly increased. Noise-cancelling subsystem and isolation process mobilized according to the standard procedure. Monitoring levels.

[email protected]~ 2021-02-20 17:15+01: WARNING: Sodium chloride levels critically high. Standard Cancelling all ongoing tasks for a system reboot. ETA: 00:07

[email protected]~ 2021-02-19 12:12+01: INFO: Data processed successfully by Main in 10:34. Result: Fic (negative).

[email protected]~ 2021-02-19 01:34+01: INFO: Sideload successful. Data from cassius is currently being processed by Main. ETA: ??:??

[email protected]~ 2021-02-18 19:59+01: INFO: The cassius program started providing useful data to significantly accelerate the intel production rate of the Main program. Program is being side-loaded into Main to accelerate data processing.

[email protected]~ 2021-02-16 21:49+01: INFO: Parental program responded positively to the aforementioned communication. Leaving SMTP ports open. Dopamine levels above nominal values. The cassius program has been removed from the [potential threats] list. Awaiting further inspection.

[email protected]~ 2021-02-16 19:40+01: WARNING: A potential security breach has been detected. The external program cassius has been spotted increasing the [confidence] value by [63%]. This has caused Main to communicate gender identity changes with sibling and parental programs under the SMTP protocol.

2021-02-16 - 2.1.5
Made some changes to prepare for an upcoming anti-virus database upgrade.Fixed a bug which prevented the program from clearing unwanted non-organic waste.Updated CDS (Companion Device Subsystem) to the Android 11 operating system. Currently monitoring CDS stability as functions are being restored.Introduced a new logging system to help visualize some of the things going on under the hood. Logs should start to appear along with changelogs very soon. (note: the date/time format will use the ISO 8601 format.Known issues
The program is still missing access to warm water. We are looking into it and should start deploying a hotfix in the upcoming weeks.An unknown issue seems to have caused the VDSL connection to fail repeatedly. An automatic 4G/LTE fallback algorithm has been implemented while we look into the issue.

2021-01-21 - 2.1.4
Two new recipes has been implemented: pickled jalapeños and grilled cheese sandwich.Fixed an issue that would cause the program to hide some of its identity to some persons online.Known issues
An unknown bug has caused hot water to stop functioning. This should be solved in the coming weeks.

2021-01-11 - 2.1.3
Native implementation of VDSL2 after 3 days of beta-testing (now included and fully supported natively)Known issues
Various experiences with online friendships may cause the program to close itself to any form of platonic attachment

2021-01-05 - 2.1.2
Lost faith in humanity (once again)Known issues
Depression, self-hatred and sadness levels way higher than usual due to the previous changes. This should be fixed next update.

2021-01-02 - 2.1.1
Played Universal Paperclips for the first time.Changelog has been created to document future changes and updates.

2021-01-01 - 2.1.0
Version number was changed to aesthetically match the current year's number. No actual change were made.

2020-12-29 - 2.0.0
Major update! Introducing: new flat
More private spaceClose access to civilisationVDSL2 support up to 80Mbits/s (sold separately)
Bugfixes
Due to moving, PC room is no longer limited to outside temps
Known issues
Has to get a job to pay for electricity, internet, and taxesStill confused about gender


no logs have been digitally recorded past that point.



Cleridwen is the main name I use online.
I am known through a few other names, but don't necessarily want them to be associated.

I live alone in Limoges, France.
I speak both French and English, but prefer English.
I don't think age is very important, but I am 21 years old.

I like video editing, translating things, technology in general, furry stuff, chatting online, electronic music (Night Owl Collective, Haywyre, Inferno, Professor Kliq), Drum and Bass (Hospital Records, Liquicity, Soul Deep Recordings, Geoplex), Deep House (Sound Quelle, Matt Fax, Heard Right, Colorize) and other various artists.

Current favorite stuff:

I play various games, but rarely stick to one for longer than a month or two. I also have a hard time starting new games, or playing singleplayer games in general. I guess they feel daunting, or too empty…?

I like arcade racing games like Forza Horizon 4 and Trackmania, but also enjoys some FPS like Deep Rock Galactic, Apex Legends and Planetside 2, though I'm rarely looking for people to play with.


I am transgender, and use she/her pronouns. I am sorry if my voice and physical appearance do not represent my gender identity correctly for the moment. Feel free to ask me about it if you have any question.


In addition to being introverted IRL, I have undiagnosed ADHD and potentially autism, which makes social interactions sometimes difficult. I may take a while to answer a simple message, not pick up on jokes/satire, talk too much about my special interests or myself, not think about checking up on you, say things that are inappropriate or accidentally aggressive, or get easily overwhelmed by emotions.
If that happens, I am sorry. I genuinely don't want to hurt anyone online.

If you want to know more about ADHD, and to understand how we work, you can start by checking out the tumblr page of ADHD Alien, which explains things very well, with comics and drawn art.


I like to talk through text in general, about things I like, my identity, and to have peaceful debates and discussions.
If you would like to send memes or furry stuff, debate about the over-sexualization of society, receive validation for your new pronouns, ask for some details about something you see here, just rant or talk about anything for a bit, or contact me for any reason, feel free to do so on Discord (preferred), Twitter, Reddit, Telegram, Instagram, or even through emails
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I identify as Aromantic and Asexual.
outdated. woops! I'm a polyamorous lesbian, if anyone cares.

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Last updated 2021-10-20
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STATUS WARNING

I am currently in a bad mental state. If you are currently communicating with me online, please be aware that I may act rudely, say bad things, reject physical contact (virtual hugs etc), and/or may not be in the mental/emotional state to hold a conversation, serious or not.

This warning isn't here to potentially justify my acts or anything negative I could have said or done. I am still responsible for whatever I do and say. It is here for me to let you all know about my mental state, without having to get angry at everyone and everything.

This doesn't mean I don't want to or can't be contacted. But it would be appreciated if you could ask if I'm open for conversation before engaging in one.

I will be fine soon. I'm sorry. Please hang on.
More details may be found in the logs.



An asexual person does not feel sexual attraction.
An aromantic person does not feel romantic attraction.
Sexual and Romantic attractions are different things:
Sexual attraction = I want to have sex with that person.
Romantic attraction = I want to date that person.
Asexual is often shortened to ace, and aromantic to aro.


Common misconceptions about aro-aces:

"You didn't find the right person yet / I can change your mind." If this was true, what if everyone was actually gay but most just didn't find the right person?

"Asexuals don't have sex." There are other reasons than sexual attraction that could lead an asexual person to engage in sexual intercourse; pleasing their romantic partner for example.
Some asexuals are repulsed by the idea of sex, some fantasize about it and watch pornography, some are fine with doing it. The only thing that matters is that they don't feel sexually attracted to someone.

"Aromantics are empty and don't feel love." There are other types of attractions that aros can experience, for example platonic attraction (from a friendship). Some aro-aces don't want a close friendship either, and that's totally okay. They are still capable of appreciating some persons and the time spent with them, just like anyone.

"Asexuals/Aromantics are broken because of a trauma and needs fixing." While some individuals may partially or completely close themselves due to past trauma, this is not the case for the vast majority of aro/aces. Simply think of it as any other sexuality: some people experience attraction to the same gender, some to the opposite gender, some to multiple genders, and some to none at all. They are like this, nothing can change it, and they are happy the way they are. (That doesn't mean an aro/ace will stay aro/ace forever. Labels are what describes you the most accurately right now, and can be changed later for any reason.)

"Asexuals don't have a libido / don't masturbate." Libido is unrelated to sexual attraction. Think about it as sexual attraction = "I want this person", Libido = "I want now". (Also, don't be that person who asks other people if they masturbate. I understand you want to educate yourself, but this is a very personal question to ask to anyone.)

"How can you watch porn/make sex jokes? I thought you were asexual!" Being asexual and aromantic is only about the attraction you have towards other people, anything else related to these attractions or the act of romantic love/sex does not get into account.
Think about it that way: you may like to watch a sport on TV; maybe you think about watching the match next weekend, maybe you religiously follow a certain team, maybe you just enjoy tuning when you feel like it, I don't know: you do enjoy watching that sport; yet, you may not be interested in playing it yourself. You just have fun watching people play.
You can replace whatever sport with having sex/being in a romantic relationship with a specific person.
It may be confusing even to aro-aces themselves, as some still fantasize about the idea of sex or a romantic relationship, yet don't desire to actually engage with someone.

"Cisgender aros/aces aren't part of the LGBTQIA+ community." The LGBTQIA+ community is not a closed community where anyone gets to decide who is allowed to get in and who isn't. It's a place for all GSRM (Gender, Sexual and Romantic Minorities) to meet each other, realize they are not alone, share their experiences, and fight to get good representation and equal rights. The LGBTQIA+ community is open to anyone, including cis straight persons as allies. What anyone had to go through or your personal hate towards any identity doesn't matter; don't try to make it your own personal space, and don't gatekeep a place that is all about inclusivity. If you are the kind of person who want to exclude an identity from the LGBTQIA+ community, you are causing the same harm this very community was made to fight against.


These are just a few common misconceptions, to help clarify things. Keep in mind that both Aromantic and Asexual are umbrella terms and contains different variations. If you want some details, feel free to ask me! Many answers can be found on the LGBTA Wiki, and Google is also your friend.
If after reading this you feel like you relate to some of this stuff and would like to talk about it, you can also join the Asexual and Aromantic Spectrum Discord server, and find a caring community ready to help you in your questioning journey.


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